Click here to read the introduction to the Round and Square series "Hurtin', Leavin', and Longin'..."
Randy Travis has been digging. Actually, the heaviest spadework was done by one of the most talented songwriters in Nashville, Paul Overstreet, along with help from Nate Stuckey and a good ol' boy from Tennessee, Al Gore. No, not that one. You'll hear more from Al in a few weeks on our featured song about drinking and memory. For now, though, I want you to consider a theme that I have covered in some depth in the introduction to this series.
[a] Archaeology RF |
I speak of archaeology, of digging for love. Over the years, a whole bevy of songs have treated the sorting, sifting, creasing, tearing (in at least two senses of the word), and recovery (usually in only one sense) of the residue of love gone cold.
It hurts. Randy Travis's distinctive voice give the lyrics a man-lost-in-the-archives-of-divorce sort of feel. There is anger. There is resignation. Randy is on a five stage journey, and he's wrapped up in all of the first four in this song.
[b] Once fierce RF |
Diggin' Up Bones
Artist: Randy Travis
Songwriters: Paul Overstreet, Al Gore, Nate Stuckey
Last night I dug your picture out from our old dresser drawer
I set it on the table and I talked to it till four
I read some old love letters right up 'til the break of dawn
Yeah, I've been sittin' alone diggin' up bones
Then I went through the jewelry and I found our wedding rings
I put mine on my finger and I gave yours a fling
Across this lonely bedroom of our recent broken home
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone diggin' up bones
Chorus
I'm diggin' up bones
I'm diggin' up bones
Exhuming things that's better left alone
I'm resurrecting memories of a love that's dead and gone
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone
Diggin' up bones
Then I went through the closet and I found some things in there
Like that pretty negligee that I bought you to wear
And I recalled how good you looked each time you had it on
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone diggin' up bones
Chorus
I'm resurrecting memories of a love that's dead and gone
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone
Diggin' up bones
Chorus 2x
Artist: Randy Travis
Songwriters: Paul Overstreet, Al Gore, Nate Stuckey
Last night I dug your picture out from our old dresser drawer
I set it on the table and I talked to it till four
I read some old love letters right up 'til the break of dawn
Yeah, I've been sittin' alone diggin' up bones
[c] Tools RF |
I put mine on my finger and I gave yours a fling
Across this lonely bedroom of our recent broken home
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone diggin' up bones
Chorus
I'm diggin' up bones
I'm diggin' up bones
Exhuming things that's better left alone
I'm resurrecting memories of a love that's dead and gone
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone
Diggin' up bones
Then I went through the closet and I found some things in there
Like that pretty negligee that I bought you to wear
And I recalled how good you looked each time you had it on
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone diggin' up bones
Chorus
I'm resurrecting memories of a love that's dead and gone
Yeah, tonight I'm sittin' alone
Diggin' up bones
Chorus 2x
[d] Past RF |
[e] Stuff(ed) RF |
The record of our own life is a little like what you would find in your local historical society—but usually much more chaotic. And it is that combination of the record of the past (whether wedding ring, yearbook, old letters, or a dusty negligee), memory, time, and transition that I wish to juxtapose with an East Asian lyric today. This is one of those Sunday Hurtin' posts in which I really want to "echo" the country music theme. One can do just that (changing a few details from rings and pictures to silken official gowns and exquisite hairpins), because the Song dynasty lyric (宋詞) plays upon relentlessly similar and unflinchingly human themes of loss, longing, and the archive of lost love all around us.
[f] West Loss RF |
Tune: "Song of the Wine Spring," Two Lyrics
Pan Lang (d. 1009)
[1]
I always remember West Lake—
On the lake, when spring comes, there's an endless view:
The girls of Wu, every single one a goddess,
Vying with one another in rowing their magnolia boats.
Clusters of pavilions and towers that look like the Magic Isle—
There, and onle there should a rustic grow old.
Since I left, it's been twenty years already.
Gazing eastward; my eyes will soon wear out.
[2]
I always remember West Lake—
All day long leaning on the balcony and gazing:
Fishing boats in twos and threes
Islets in the clear autumn air,
The vague sound of a flute among flowering rushes,
A row of startled white birds, suddenly rising.
Since I left, I've repaired my fishing rod at leisure;
My thoughts penetrate the cold water and clouds.
—Translated by James J.Y. Liu
All day long leaning on the balcony and gazing:
Fishing boats in twos and threes
Islets in the clear autumn air,
The vague sound of a flute among flowering rushes,
A row of startled white birds, suddenly rising.
Since I left, I've repaired my fishing rod at leisure;
My thoughts penetrate the cold water and clouds.
—Translated by James J.Y. Liu
Notes
[1] Wu-chi Liu and Irving Yucheng Lo, Sunflower Splendor: Three Thousand Years of Chinese Poetry (Bloomington IN: Indiana University Press, 1974), 307-308.Bibliography
Liu Wu-chi and Irving Yucheng Lo. Sunflower Splendor: Three Thousand Years of Chinese Poetry. Bloomington IN: Indiana University Press, 1974.NEXT
Sunday, December 11th
Thinkin' Problem
David Ball can't stop thinkin' about all the stuff that went wrong. He'll lay out his twelve-step formula next week, on Hurtin', Leavin', and Longin'.
Sunday, December 11th
Thinkin' Problem
David Ball can't stop thinkin' about all the stuff that went wrong. He'll lay out his twelve-step formula next week, on Hurtin', Leavin', and Longin'.
Yes ... and as Beaudelaire says:They become Allegory .....
ReplyDelete"Mes chers souvenirs sont plus lourds que des rocs":
"Paris change! mais rien dans ma mélancolie
N'a bougé! palais neufs, échafaudages, blocs,
Vieux faubourgs, tout pour moi devient allégorie
Et mes chers souvenirs sont plus lourds que des rocs."
Le Cygne de Charles Beaudelaire.